Is time to say no!!!

Sometime i jus wonder wen ppl say they treat u as a friend...
Wat does it really meant to them??
A Homework using tools??
An answer sheet machine to them??
How many really treat u as a friend from the bottom of their heart??

And wat does friend really means??
saying in a good form is help each other, but in another way is making use of each other??
i dun mind helping ppl do HW as they also help mi alot in many forms...
and also becos they noe wat they are learning, soo if they skip 1 quiz, it will mean no harm to them...
but if u dun understand, i help u do... it will means i am HARMING U!!!!

1 more homework to go and tats it...
is time i learn to say NO!!!

BECOS Y LEI???
i am tired of ppl calling mi early in the morning telling mi they dun noe how to do!!!
and the deadline is today...
or waiting for mi to online, den once online, jiu halo xiuying den jiu go to the main point le...

Have u all ever spare a thought for mi??
wen u all keep calling last min in the morning, wat was i doing last night???
working overnight??? rushing project till late night?? or maybe i jus came home in the morning???
If u really spare a thought for mi, u all dun wake mi up in the morning...
Or tell mi in advance, soo i will not be soo flared up...
no nd to spoil my mood early in the morning...
if no choice and u all really nd to call, and i nv pick up after soo many time... u all should noe the ans alr, i am still sleeping!!!
leave a message or call mi back again later...
i nv let out my anger, u all should thank god alr...

I am a person who see book jiu feel like sleeping...
so if u keep asking mi to do HW for u, it will mean is time i starting to hate UUUUU le..
Once in a blue moon, is ok for mi...

alrite forget abt it, think abt it jiu sad!!!

i cannot relax yet!!!
F***!!!
got somemore test coming on..
tis whole week is soo busy...
some of my friends can relax le..
but i can't..
hope this week faster pass...
or should i say this month...
after this month can really go out play le...
Cus Exam OVER...
alot of planning le, go BBQ with friends, go out loitering, or learn practical for driving le...

As for my driving licence, i dun wish to drag anymore...
If not my good buddy J going to nag at mi again...
hor, J...
actually is becos 3rd coming soon liao, half + more year nia...
by tat time really going to be no time...
soo i wish to finish everything by this year

Removed

okok!!!
i have remove the scary picture from my blog!!!
cus some 1 complain it scared her to the limit even though she saw it for the 2nd time..
and my sis even say she will hacked my blog if she sees it again..
LOL!!!
is it really very scary??
ZT can even see and laugh and ask mi to post even scarier wan...
lol...
NVM, since i have remove it...
tml got 2 test to go on, wish mi good luck ba!!!

Alrite, August is coming near!!!
Wat it means lei???
It means starting of nightmares...
LOL...
Exams and tests nightmares...
i think only mus wait till September den can really relax ba...

Sometime really hope tat time can stop for a while, let mi take a break...
i really like no off day lo...
wen i not studying, u will be seeing mi working...
even thought i work 1 days lesses, u will also be seeing mi sitting in front of the laptop doing assignment!!!
lol, is this a real Poly life??
Ppl fighting the 1st place by being selfish or make use of ppl to achieve the goals...
Soo this is reality...
The true form of a human...

Well as for mi, if u ask mi for help, i will try my best to help uuu get over ur problem..
Even by doing assignment for u, is this a good thing??
Ppl are saying mi for being too kind le, should let myself have a limit??
But i jus can't sit down there and see u die...
HAIZ!!!

This coming Monday onwards will be starting of the nightmares...
TEST TEST TEST...
i think the school got abit crazy...
lab test, Common Test and then Final Exam...
everything going to happen within 1 Months...
lol...
jus being too lazy to study again, lol...
die liao..
-.-'''

hmm, time to blog le..
haha...
got back 4 result, all pass for right now...
left 1 more result which is marketing...
i thought will fail maths, but end up pass...
cus make some careless mistake..

but now mus be prepared for lab test, do report and PPT and exam...
talk abt Exam, left only 1 month plus...
time to focus...
good luck to every1..
after all the torture will be holiday, Yeah...
soo bear it for a while ppl...

(tml going back to work, sian!!!)

In mermory of Charlene

i came across some 1 profile, his name is kong boon...
i hope i spell correct...
i view through cus my friend say he was studying in NYP and have same lecture as mi...
He also another person who pass away suddenly without any last word...
i dun remember anything abt him, or should say i dun even noe him...
As i browse through his profile, i saw alot of ppl regreting smth they should have done but nv do in the end...
Fill all the regretness and bow goodbye to him...

Dun noe y i suddenly feel soo sad...
and it suddenly remind mi of u, Charlene...
U left us soo sudden also...
i nv forget the day wen u left us, i was right in front of the hosiptal alr...
dun noe y tat day i got the urge to go see u, but i nv go in the end becos i was with my mother going home...
den i got news abt u passed away the moment i wen home...
i remember ur mother was saying u were sorry to us for not being a very good friend...
i think i should be the 1 saying this ba, i did not really cherise u at tat time...
i even left u alone wen u nd ppl by ur side..
Wen i saw u lying down in the coffin not even moving, my mind is totally blank...
i dun noe wat to say or react...
i did not even drop a single tears, dun noe y also...
maybe is true i a person who is very hard to drop tears ba...

For now, i really miss u alot...
i really hope that time can go back...
den i can make u go with no regrets..
i really hope u R.I.P...
if there is really a reborn thing, i really hope u be born in a good family with good health...

i dun noe y i am posting this...
maybe KB remind mi of u ba...