HAPPY NEW YEAR PPL...
FORGET ALL THOSE UNHAPPY THINGS HAPPEN IN 2009, AND LETS WELCOME 2010 AND HOPE IT WILL BE A GOOD YEAR FOR ALL OF US...

haiz, nv go count down on this christmas eve, and nv will get a chance on new year eve also...
cus nd to work!!!!
lol...
haiz, nvm...
i going to make wish 1st...
hope tat bad things tat happen in 2009 will go off as 2010 is reaching near...

1. And also i learned smth, wen some 1 wish to make u angry, the more u should ignore her...
cus tis way u will be happier, no nd waste time on tis ppl...

2. And wen some 1 need u den remember u, and wen u are not in any help or not useful to the person, she jiu kick u aside or totally treat like nv noe u, u should actually thank her...
U noe y?? Cus she make u realise tat who is actually ur friend, who always stand by u whenever u are in trouble, and who is actually the person u should cherish on and who is the person tat u should really help...
i believe alot of ppl noe who i meant!!!

Though i only get to really make myself follow tis meaning, cus i am a person who get angry easily... But i believe it is not too late to realise it ba...

And jus to clasify smth, ZHANG TUO is my best friend too...
dun say i bully u again ar or y i dun admit ar...

我就不信我会输给命运。。。
我就不信我会输给自己。。。

haiz...
tis few days been very sway...
some 1 cursing mi??
lol...
do wat also not smooth...
what had happen to mi??
Bad luck, PLS PLS go away...
TP coming soon, hope won't be soo sway also...
lol

Look how crazy my class can be??
haha...
but this is the Best class in NYP...
correct??
haha...
Funniest A2..

是我和好朋友人太好，所以不懂得拒绝别人？？？
让别人有机可趁？？
我实在忍无可忍了。。。

NYP sucks

This sem really sucks...
Almost all teacher very relax hor..
come in talk talk jiu go le...
there is even teacher come ask us do quiz and jiu sit down there do his things..
everything blame on the lab teacher, den u come for wat???
is tutorial class lei...
All poly student also noe tutorial class is to refresh back wat was taught in the lecture, not doing quiz blindly...
WTF..
we pay school fess for this kind of service ar...
everything mus self study ourself wen we dun even understand yet also...
now teacher should noe y student coming to class are getting lesses alr..
CUS IS WASTING TIME...
Like wat my friend say, teacher are shit right now...
U noe y, cus they dun even understand wat they were teaching...
wonder how this ppl get the teaching cerf de...
lol...
Got teacher come threaten us say we should not talk back to them cus they are the 1 controlling our marks...
*CAN I TREAT IT AS A THREATEN TO US STUDENTS??

soo ppl, pls think twice abt going into NYP...
U will regret de...

been very tired till now since sch start...

finally as wished...
got into Director list le..
been wishing to get in, thx to last sem result, i finally got myself in...
my class have 3 ppl wen in..
as this course has 32 class, soo getting in isn't easy...

but this sem i doubt can stay in DL...
seem to be very difficult tis sem..
seem like alot of things to do..
lol...
and i seem to be very tired nowadays, reach home jiu wan to slp...
OMG, even wen sch finish early...
dun noe la, maybe i not enough slp or wat..
think going to choose 3rd yr course soon, dun noe wat to choose yet...
and all of us will be split up, cus we have 32 class for this course..
soo mean have lesses chance of getting into same class with our friends...
as from past experience, very seldom ppl can be in the same class as his/her yr1yr2 classmate...
aiya forget abt it, all are fated...

saturday was halloween, u can see diff kind of ppl came to eat mac...
i can laugh non- stop to funny dress up...
i even see MARIO...
lol...
1 most funny thing is, zhen zi(japanese ghost) in black dress...
i think tat girl cannot find white colour dress, soo no choice to wear black...
haha...
i believe every yr, ppl are waiting for halloween ba...
cus they can wear funny clothes which they dun dare to wear on normal days...
i even got shock by a pub guy customer who i noe not long ago...
his pub wan all employee to put on creepy make up also...
he suddenly stand in front of mi wen i turn around...
den i cannot recognized him at all...
1 things very bad was, i ask who are u??
lol...
den he very sad, say heart pain liao...
haha...
my another china crew also cannot recognize him...
haha...
but wen we remember, we 2 jus act blur...
haha...
but i think he noe we noe who he is la...
haha...

alrite, laptop is finally back home after 7 days staying in the hospital for check up..
lol...
finally can continue watch my show le...
cus desktop react very slow...
haiz...

Counting down to abt 5 days before sch start!!!!

haiz, been very suay nowadays...
dun noe y also...
hope good luck is coming on the way...

ok let mi talk abt sat overnight working, i met alot of brainless customer..
let mi post 2 incident...
i met this abit crazy women...
she told mi she was been harass by all my male customer, soo we should gave her a free product...
i 1st time hear i jiu huh??
den she say again, and add on saying becos she is a girl, soo all the guys customer harass her...
soo i mus give her a free product becos she was harassed...
den i ans i cannot do this...
den i act busy and walk away a while...
but who noe she dun wan go away and block my service..
soo i no choice and go talk to her again..
she keep repeating the same words...
i cannot tolerate anymore..
soo i say miss, i cannot give u free product...
since u were harass, i help u call police...
let the police solve for u...
at 1st she maybe think i dun dare do tat, soo she say ok..
den i jiu act like walking into my mgr room to call..
before i wen in, my crew say mccafe nd service, soo i turned around and see...
but wen i turn around, tat lady also gone....
lol, trying to find trouble ar...
but around 6am she came back and buy smth with his male friend, she act as though nth happen, lol, but she dun dare to look at mi wen i serve her with her product...

the other 1 was a western customer, he sit on my counter front...
den i wen to ask, he say waiting for product or blah blah...
den i come out with his products, my crew stopped mi say he only pay for 2 product not 4...
den he say he pay for 4...
den i asked for receipt from my crew, den i show them and say they only pay for 2 products...
den they say they from where, den say i manager can give them free for 1 time la...
den i rejected them and refused to give them free product...
in the end they still pay, lol...
but wen i give them back change, he ask mi to kiss him...
i act nv hear wat he say...
but wen i passing the change back to his friend tat was standing beside him, he will put his face in front of mi, soo tat he can get a chance to let mi kiss him...
this go on 2 to 3 time by putting his face in front of mi whenever i lean forward...
but he did not get wat he wanted as i keeping moving backward wen his face was leaning forward..
i got flared up and ask "halo sir, may i noe wat are u doing??"
he see my face was not very happy alr, and he jus smile and go...
at tat time i was thinking u think here is wat, lol....
and i was not very happy tat time alr wen there was soo many looking for trouble customer...

tis ppl really nth better to do sia...

haiz, dun noe wat happen tis few days...
like forcing myself to slp...
i cannot slp at night...
always fall asleep in the morning only...
lie on the bed liao, still feel soo awake...
OMG...
i have become the real ghost...
ever since last sun, this thing jiu happen le...
sch start jiu jia luck liao..
HELP HELP!!!

alrite result is out...
thank god nightmare did not come true...
lol...
i believe A2 all pass liao rite??
i believe i will still see every 1 next sem rite??
As for mi, i will be striving even harder next sem to earn even better result...


* may god bless sl and lx, their result coming out soon...
* if ky also same, may god bless u too

hmm, smth is wrong with mi nowadays...
dun noe y also...

Alrite jus wen my last blog say abt result...
i had a bad dream after i fall asleep...
dreaming of mi getting the worst result tat i ever have...
Having a GPA of only 2.45...
lol...
in my dream, every1 in my class are running to find out their result in a big screen where every 1 can see...
Only i dun dare to go and open up my account and act like nth happen...
Cus i alr noe it before hand...
ZT was there smiling at mi and ask my result, and i told him i did bad...
He dun believe and ask mi go check at the big screen...
but i was soo scare and try all mean to avoid it..
in the end i did it, no 1 noe how was my result...
but i got frighten up from the dream in the end...

But wat does tis dream tell mi??
to be prepare for the worst result??
But y am i dreaming of this??
Was it becos i wasn't prepare enough at all for the exam...
i really scare tat wat happen in secondary will happen again..

Maybe wat V say was actually correct...
i am a person who will worry abt having bad result even though every 1 think tat i hav prepare enough alr...
Though i always joke around, but wen come to exam, i will be a different mi...
But only V saw tis side of mi...

AAAAAAAaaaaaRRRRRRRRRRrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...
i keep force myself not to think of it, but every 1 is talking abt the release of result date alr...
and it look like is confirm alr..
It seem like is 23th of sept...
lol...
can some 1 teach mi how to relax...
lol...
Maybe i hav hot temper this few days becos i was worry ba...


God, pls bless mi and also all of my friends...

hmm, until now i haven slp...
i mus be crazy alr...
lol...
i realise from last week onward very easy get angry for small things..
dun noe y also...
maybe worry abt exam result ba...
soo dun try to provoke mi, or u will regret...
May god bless mi and my class will still be the same next sem, no 1 will leave...
and C or JY can come back...
And many things happen this sem....
i wonder how strong my class will stay till we graduate...
Pray tat everything will end in this sem...


**Ps(I have nth to do with JQ, we are only friends... buddy do u understand...lol...And wat u all hope for will nv happen!!! )

Finally finally exam finish liao!!!!
time to go back the routine...
work work work!!!
and this holiday i going to do smth!!!
dun wan tell u!!!
SsSShhhhHHH...

HAPPY 44TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE

Is time to say no!!!

Sometime i jus wonder wen ppl say they treat u as a friend...
Wat does it really meant to them??
A Homework using tools??
An answer sheet machine to them??
How many really treat u as a friend from the bottom of their heart??

And wat does friend really means??
saying in a good form is help each other, but in another way is making use of each other??
i dun mind helping ppl do HW as they also help mi alot in many forms...
and also becos they noe wat they are learning, soo if they skip 1 quiz, it will mean no harm to them...
but if u dun understand, i help u do... it will means i am HARMING U!!!!

1 more homework to go and tats it...
is time i learn to say NO!!!

BECOS Y LEI???
i am tired of ppl calling mi early in the morning telling mi they dun noe how to do!!!
and the deadline is today...
or waiting for mi to online, den once online, jiu halo xiuying den jiu go to the main point le...

Have u all ever spare a thought for mi??
wen u all keep calling last min in the morning, wat was i doing last night???
working overnight??? rushing project till late night?? or maybe i jus came home in the morning???
If u really spare a thought for mi, u all dun wake mi up in the morning...
Or tell mi in advance, soo i will not be soo flared up...
no nd to spoil my mood early in the morning...
if no choice and u all really nd to call, and i nv pick up after soo many time... u all should noe the ans alr, i am still sleeping!!!
leave a message or call mi back again later...
i nv let out my anger, u all should thank god alr...

I am a person who see book jiu feel like sleeping...
so if u keep asking mi to do HW for u, it will mean is time i starting to hate UUUUU le..
Once in a blue moon, is ok for mi...

alrite forget abt it, think abt it jiu sad!!!

i cannot relax yet!!!
F***!!!
got somemore test coming on..
tis whole week is soo busy...
some of my friends can relax le..
but i can't..
hope this week faster pass...
or should i say this month...
after this month can really go out play le...
Cus Exam OVER...
alot of planning le, go BBQ with friends, go out loitering, or learn practical for driving le...

As for my driving licence, i dun wish to drag anymore...
If not my good buddy J going to nag at mi again...
hor, J...
actually is becos 3rd coming soon liao, half + more year nia...
by tat time really going to be no time...
soo i wish to finish everything by this year

Removed

okok!!!
i have remove the scary picture from my blog!!!
cus some 1 complain it scared her to the limit even though she saw it for the 2nd time..
and my sis even say she will hacked my blog if she sees it again..
LOL!!!
is it really very scary??
ZT can even see and laugh and ask mi to post even scarier wan...
lol...
NVM, since i have remove it...
tml got 2 test to go on, wish mi good luck ba!!!

Alrite, August is coming near!!!
Wat it means lei???
It means starting of nightmares...
LOL...
Exams and tests nightmares...
i think only mus wait till September den can really relax ba...

Sometime really hope tat time can stop for a while, let mi take a break...
i really like no off day lo...
wen i not studying, u will be seeing mi working...
even thought i work 1 days lesses, u will also be seeing mi sitting in front of the laptop doing assignment!!!
lol, is this a real Poly life??
Ppl fighting the 1st place by being selfish or make use of ppl to achieve the goals...
Soo this is reality...
The true form of a human...

Well as for mi, if u ask mi for help, i will try my best to help uuu get over ur problem..
Even by doing assignment for u, is this a good thing??
Ppl are saying mi for being too kind le, should let myself have a limit??
But i jus can't sit down there and see u die...
HAIZ!!!

This coming Monday onwards will be starting of the nightmares...
TEST TEST TEST...
i think the school got abit crazy...
lab test, Common Test and then Final Exam...
everything going to happen within 1 Months...
lol...
jus being too lazy to study again, lol...
die liao..
-.-'''

hmm, time to blog le..
haha...
got back 4 result, all pass for right now...
left 1 more result which is marketing...
i thought will fail maths, but end up pass...
cus make some careless mistake..

but now mus be prepared for lab test, do report and PPT and exam...
talk abt Exam, left only 1 month plus...
time to focus...
good luck to every1..
after all the torture will be holiday, Yeah...
soo bear it for a while ppl...

(tml going back to work, sian!!!)

In mermory of Charlene

i came across some 1 profile, his name is kong boon...
i hope i spell correct...
i view through cus my friend say he was studying in NYP and have same lecture as mi...
He also another person who pass away suddenly without any last word...
i dun remember anything abt him, or should say i dun even noe him...
As i browse through his profile, i saw alot of ppl regreting smth they should have done but nv do in the end...
Fill all the regretness and bow goodbye to him...

Dun noe y i suddenly feel soo sad...
and it suddenly remind mi of u, Charlene...
U left us soo sudden also...
i nv forget the day wen u left us, i was right in front of the hosiptal alr...
dun noe y tat day i got the urge to go see u, but i nv go in the end becos i was with my mother going home...
den i got news abt u passed away the moment i wen home...
i remember ur mother was saying u were sorry to us for not being a very good friend...
i think i should be the 1 saying this ba, i did not really cherise u at tat time...
i even left u alone wen u nd ppl by ur side..
Wen i saw u lying down in the coffin not even moving, my mind is totally blank...
i dun noe wat to say or react...
i did not even drop a single tears, dun noe y also...
maybe is true i a person who is very hard to drop tears ba...

For now, i really miss u alot...
i really hope that time can go back...
den i can make u go with no regrets..
i really hope u R.I.P...
if there is really a reborn thing, i really hope u be born in a good family with good health...

i dun noe y i am posting this...
maybe KB remind mi of u ba...

A moody day...

today my mood is not going to be very good sia...
today from morning phone been ringing and ringing, vibrating and vibrating...
i even accidentally drop my phone on the floor...
den i shock and see my Sims card cannot detected...
haiz...
lucky nth happen, if not some 1 going to buy new phone for mi le, hor monster??

My class hor, haiz...
A2 can dun always do last min work, cus once wen u all suffer, i going to suffer also with u all..
yesterday alr not enough slp le, today more worst, like nv slp..
Once i not enough slp more than 1 day, i jiu will have bad mood le...
lucky i nv meet u all today, if not dun noe wat will happen...

LAST POSTING FOR THE SCH ASSIGNMENT for A2 le!!!!!

There will be 5 HW to hand in...

1.Maths
go http://edoc.nyp.edu.sg/ and log in
and click under STUDY GUIDE

Not sure abt the deadline
Should be this thurs

2.EG2002
This wan u all should noe by now

CMS deadline by sunday
Tut 9 hand in wen school starts


3.EG2010
See ur email, everything will be inside
Dead line by thurs 6pm

4.EG2156
U all should receive the sms
Deadline is thurs 6pm

5.EG2162
Do the Wareform


5.As for CS, for my group will have marketing as HW...
See email...
Not sure abt the deadline
Should be this thurs

6.Others CS, check ur email or call ur teacher...

I won't be posting anymore, need to go study for CT le...
can sms mi if in doubt, 92449445...
If best, can go find ur class rap, Grace, hope u can find her...
haha...

* IF u all find out by way that there is extra assignment which i did not post, pls tell mi through sms... If u are people of A2, den mus tell la... if dun wan tell, i have nth to say...
I only say IF...

is time to study

wah, i am crazy this few days sia...
only willing sleep in the morning 3 or 4am to even 6 am...
have even start to touch my book and study...
shit la...
exam is starting on 6th...
how??
it was actually tml de, but thanks to H1N1, i has been shift a week later..
cannot go on like tat le...
mus start tml...
force myself to study...
lol

Is time for it to change

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i have enough of ppl wan challenge mi for being the best....
wan step on top of mi and be the "light"...
is everywhere i go...

i admit i am a person who will fight for the best if i can...
if tat really happen, it is bad for mi...
cus i will nv admit failure or even defeat..
like if u ask mi smth, if i did not do the best, i will lie or not say anything...
this is wat i did in the past...
and i heard before this saying, "if u lie once, u will nd more lies to cover it"...
but i noe it will be found out in the end...
Wen u were in high place, but wen u fall.. it really hurts..

Starting from now, i going to put an end to it...
u wan come challenge mi, i will treat u like no 1...
wan become 1st/best, go lo, i will not stop u or even fight with u anymore..
i am alr tired of being 1st and ppl doing smth behind my back...
spread rumors abt mi which is not even true...


*In sch-->>
ZT, i noe we have a agreement of having best result...
but i will no longer have this kind of mindset le...
i am tired of worrying result being bad in sch...
i am tired of fighting anymore thanks to "some ppl"...
from now on, i wan be back to normal human being without any burden...
以平常心对待所有的事，无论好或坏，我都会接受。。。
i dun mind telling u i believe i did not do well for my EG2121 as it did not meet my expectation, even though i am confirm pass with quite high marks...
Cus of my over-confident, i make a careless mistake....
maybe some of u will be very happy to hear this, but i will not care abt it anymore...
To mi now, nth is more important den mi being happy le...
i will not accept any challenges anymore, i will jus treat everything as a normal exam to mi..
maybe by doing this, i will be stress free...
i sry for mi wanting to change...
i have enough of challenging...
but i can promise i will still do all my best in watever i do...
and dun worry is, i will still maintain my standard...

* At work
Those ppl who wan test my limit, u can now forget abt it le...
cus i will not give a damn anymore...
i will not care anymore...
i will go back to the mi i 1st day work..
will not get angry or even have black face...
cus i finally realised by doing this, the only person who is suffering is mi!!!
but i will still fight for the right if i being accused, this is wat i will nv change...
i believe u will be cheering inside ur heart if i do this..
If u dun wan to teach mi or even let mi noe more, tat is fine with mi le...
i can always ask another person or learn by myself...
u wan ppl to listen or respect u by shouting at mi, pls go ahead and do somemore..
cus u hav try before, but did it work in the end??
Beside getting scold from mi, ppl there also end up siding mi or will come console mi instead of u...
for everything u do, can pls use ur brain to think...
how long i been working compare to how long u been working???
ppl noe u or mi better...
u wan go sucks up boss, pls go ahead without pulling mi down ok...
stop using mi as a bait by showing how well u treat mi wen u are acting...
den if i nv talk to u, i become the bad guy...
if wat u wan is being promoted to much higher position, pls go ahead...
i will nv snatch with u, cus i not even interested...
And i believe if i have interest in the position, do u really think u have a chance??

I remember the 1st day i get promoted, i really have an interest of learning alot of new things...
but right now, i have no more interest le lo..
i sometime feel tat i have let alot of ppl down cus they helped mi alot through the process...
until who i am today...
but wat to do??
nth lo...
waiting for 1 day i really really tender my resignation letter...

i couldn't bear to leave LCT..
i have alot of fond memories there...
alot of very very good friends there..
5+ year to almost 6 years le, is not easy to pass sometime...
though i very fierce sometime, but it is all for ur own good...
at least will not get scold from boss for nth..
but the situation now tell mi, some ppl can't wait to get rid of mi...
i believe is time to leave...
is time to go out try new things le...
is time to let some 1 else appreciate mi...
or maybe i should even listen to my god sis, transfer other store, and start afresh...

i try different job in between wen still holding on to MAC, they offer better pay or even being treated well...
but i ended up quiting tat side and wen back to MAC, cus friends asking mi to stay...
cus i listen to them sometime of bad things abt store, sometime find solution to save them..
Alot are very close to mi...
but come to think of it, sometime i think i was soo stupid...
should choose to stay at the other side, rather then come back and make myself suffer sometime from some mental disorder person...
lol...
cannot turn back le, wat past mean pass le...

i think this is the 1st time i wrote soo long in 1 post ba, maybe is becos i been keeping in myself for too long...

TO A2-->> Assignment from EG2002 teacher..

1. Do 3 CMS quizs->Cascaded Amplifier, Darlington Connection and Current Mirror.
(will be under Compound Configurations)



2.Do Tutorial 9 Question-->> if want to hand in in soft copy, can hand in anytime
through teacher the email
tham_weng_seng@nyp.gov.sg


-->>if want to hand in through hard copy, hand in when we
start school...

3. remember to study Common test...

More information go see this blog-->http://mpowered.nyp.edu.sg/blogs/TheEG2002Blog/

And for CT date is out, the timing is still de same... jus tat shift 1 week later...

Study Guide for 1 week, log on to http://edoc.nyp.edu.sg/studDwnldfrm.aspx...
MUST SEE UR STUDENT PORTAL

Still don't understand, then msg mi or call teacher

Quiz tag by____Li Jun___
Wat is ur name? Xiuying
Wat is ur nickname? Gui
Do u admire some1? no.
Who do u hate? Yew Pei Wen
Name 5 Chio bu :-Li Jun (Mus say, if not die), Ms Bel, Xiuli, Mei Xiang, Ah Ma :)
Name 5 YanDao : Ah Di, Ah Boy, Qi Wei, no more...haha
Name 3 ppl tat like u (If ther r) :-Mi, Myself, Ownself
if u tink tat any1 like mii, write on my tagboard-no 1...haha
Tag 4 ppl 2 do tis quiz:-Any 1 happy can do... haha...


*PW, i put ur name on purpose.. And is true.. i hate ppl wen i talk nicely, u treat my word like nth.. And also pose a threat to my friend..
Soo in return, i will not help u.. so how the feeling of not being help today??
i help the whole class also dun wan help u...
WAN COME THREATEN MI, I WILL BE WAITING..

Taken without i Knowing...
Haiz, my classmate hor..


very long nv blog le...
been busy with sch work...
every time quiz quiz...
i will go mad ar..
haiz...


Alrite, let mi talk abt Monday...
i almost die without seeing u all anymore in a car accident...
i was crossing the road wen going home...
JUS the moment i step on the pavement after crossing the road...
i heard a bang sound behind...
i was shocked and turn behind and see a bike VS car accident...
den i think if i cross a little later, i will be the 1 lying on the road...
OMG...
is like only 2 steps away from mi...
I was soo lucky, and i will even more precious my life from now on sia..
ok, dun think abt tat le, it is a nightmare to mi...

As for now, i been doing my revision paper...
i dun wan fail again like wat happen in yr1 sem1 mid term exam, becos i keep play play ..
i mus focus le...
wish mi good luck ok...

alrite.. today is my bad luck day ever...
gana ice-cream bath...
from head to toe.. haha...
hmm, how this happen??
thanks to my carelessness...
nv off the main switch for the ice-cream machine...
only off the button...
soo wen i take out smth from inside, it jus like vocano for 2 secs...
and here comes the ice cream girl..
haha...
every 1 manage to escape expect mi, cus i standing on the chair...
now i finaly nos the real smell of the ice cream wen it is dry...
i soo be proud, i am the only 1 there who get to nos ...
haha...
i soo le guan sia...
haha...
i will sure take it as a real lesson...
nv going to let this happen again...
tml going to wash the machibe, wash jiu wash...
i believe it will nv happen again, cus i will not allowed...
haha...

alrite.. been very boring in sch la...
haiz...
yesterday wen celebrate some 1 BD...
but smth happen...
haha...
i met my childhood friend...
and 1 funny things is she also nos my friend...
singapore is sooooo small sia...
haha...
i cannot recognise him if he nv tell mi..
lol...
but wen young he always fight with mi, but now he change alot liao...
feel like no longer the person i nos le...
maybe becos some reason ba...
only i nos ba... haha..

* YLX, dun always bully ur Ma ok... haha

soo long nv update le....
been piss off by some EDEA ppl...
tat day i was having women's problem....
but i still tahan and go to work...
some ppl can jus say, "not feeling well, go home la"...
I jus only bend slightly down to ease the pain, to make myself feel better...
WTF...

if not i promise ppl, that i will settle the thing...
i will jus really punch out and walk off...
dun forget how i came by...
dun think i am only a trainee, u can do watever u wan...
i can jus resign wat, i dun nd tat job to support mi...
but i say before if u were to provoke mi, i will make u live like hell...
if i were to resign, I WILL MAKE UR LIFE LIKE HELL BEFORE I LEAVE...
i will not complain, but i will let u regrets...
i may look like very good to bully, but u will nv nos wat i planning to do...
i am talking abt u, 1 of the M COMPANY MANAGER...
if u were to find out is u, pls be prepared...
i not like though new TM, to let u do watever u wan with ur that fucking attitude...
i think u dun nos mi well yet, u wan try.... i will let ur dreams come true...

haiz...
been training and training after being promoted...
even my boss also come train mi...
set expectation on mi le...
omg, am i going to make it..
dun nos...
shi yi tian suan yi tian...
haha...
wish mi good luck ba...

btw, sch jus start no long ago...
already start quizs liao...
teacher siao siao wan...
who can ans from wen sch starts not long ago..
haiz...
crazy sch, tat y got crazy teacher..
haha

today sch is soooooo damn boring sia...
lecture all the way from 12pm to 930pm...
lecture ok, but the teacher all talk soo slow...
somemore got teacher say every single word on the ppt slides..
OMG, if every week like tat...
i jialat liao...
cus will fall alseep sia...
haiz, still mus da han 6 months...
but smth true abt, i believe now is getting tougher...

tml starting sch le...
1st day jiu have to study till 9+pm...
haiz...
NVM, see tml 1st...
see how the teachers were...
see u guys tml...

(i haven open it yet, will till sch start ba...)

finally finally...
brought my new bag for new sch terms...
it is a crumble bag...
cost $98...
haha...
i sure will take care of it...

As for sch, it is starting in a week time...
see u guys in school...

hmmm, very tired....
but wan to blog la..
haha...
dun wan let ppl who read my blog feel sad...
haha...

been on-off working...
got mac training at the same time lo...
maybe i am not use to it ba...
everyday mus do planning..
and it is going to be 3- 6 months..
feel like giving up...
been thinking did i make the correct decision to get promoted??
i am a person who like to move freely, dun like to be limited to smth...

alot ppl came congrat mi, including my customer...
i feel happy, but at the same time i feel stress...
dun nos y also...
dun have this kind of feeling before for the past 5 yrs working in MAC...
NVM, i try my best...
hopefully i can pass through...

hmm, saw my timetable le...
1 good things is tue no class...
1 bad things is got into marketing class...
OMG..
i hate maths, still let mi get into marketing class...
V say is easy, but i not sure yet..
she herself got into business...
Any 1 same as us...
PLSSS, jus some 1 from our class...

alrite as for Mac, instead of leaving...
i been promoted...
tml starting my 1st day training...
dun nos wat will happen...
yesterday dream of my friend trying to find trouble for mi wor...
OMG....
but i believe tat is not real wan la...
wish mi good luck tml...

hmm,
i dun really nos wat was happening to mi nowadays..
i tend to offend ppl...
alot of things happening, and maybe is too much for mi to handle ba...
too much until i can't take it..
i nd to let it out..
and in conclusion, i maybe let it out on my precious friends...

SORRY ppl, maybe my her e mon si tiao...
pls forgive mi if i really offend u...
i promise it will not happen again...

alot of my friends who nos mi think tat i act like a guy..
but pls remember smth, i still a lady who will get angry over some matters..
who will get fustrated easily...
i nos i always will use violene to deal with some matters...
this is the character i can't change..
there is smth beyond my control...
though i dun get angry easily, but is also not a excuse to provoke mi to the max..
i have a limit...
ppl who are close to mi will nos...

i actually dun wan talk abt this, but i do believe i haven offended some 1 ..
my insinct tells mi..
some 1 which i am close with....

hmm, nos my result le...
no bad after all..
got improved abit..
but tat wasn't wat i expected..
i expect even higher...
maybe i make some careless mistake...
nvm, try harded next sem...
still have 2 more yrs to work harder....

but over my expectation was my science...
i actually pass well with B+..
i thought tat i will get like D+ or smth..
cus science is my weakest subject...
and during science class, alot ppl really can see i dun really nos how to solve science question...
always nd V, S and ZT help mi solve...
maybe can say is a miracle...
and i nos yr 2 still got science again...
and i am going to beat it this time round...
i dun wan to lose to science soo easily...
if i can fight win maths, i can also do the same to science...

i remember V told mi 1 things...
she say i was soo diff from some Singaporean she nos...
i dun admit defeat easily...
if i nos i did not do well this time, i will try harded the next time..
i think it is not because we from diff country, and we will have diff life...
scoring not better than them??
i believe is human make the diff...
if u gave up, and listen to fate without working hard...
u will regret 1 day...
and life only live once, once gone mean gone..
soo, start from now, make a diff in ur life...

hmmm, very long nv blog le...
seem dead...

Last sat i wen for the 新加坡e乐大赏-Singapore Entertainment Awards at the fu dong wu tai
( psps, i dun nos how to say in English)...
is my sis got the ticket de...
we thought we going to sit very far, but who nos we end up sitting in front...
because they actually close the front sit...
but they open it in the end, i dun nos y also...
There were blue, green red and yellow seats...
i was in the yellow seats, somewhere in the middle...
hahaha, i was soo lucky...

Another lucky thing was tat V and S also wen..
V actually wan call mi to make mi sad that she thought i nv go...
but oops sry, make u disappointed le...
den i nos S go wen the show finish...
They were sitting together...
haahaha..
They were in blue, while i was in Yellow...
too bad...
That day quite a few artists wen,

AND AND AND
SHOW LOW ZHI XIANG got the most award and also the only artist who got the whole show under his control, every 1 was waiting for this moments...
hahaha, i was soo happy...
every 1 was high to the max,
and we were happy he also got the all rounded artist he been waiting for...
he got alot of place de le, like taiwan, hong kong etc...
only left SIngapore, and his dreams finally come true...
i dun care wat ppl say abt him, he is the 1 i admire and respect..
a person who nv gave up soo easily...
this should be the kind of person we should learn and be...
dun always jus because of a small mistake, and gave up...

jus like wat others say,
where u fail, will be where u going to stand up again..
那里跌倒，就从那里站起来...

**PSPS, the video i shoot wasn't clear, soo u all can go to the website below to see his performer or others too..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KLw7Th_gAgg
http://showtime.omy.sg/index.php?articleID=12100&option=com_article&task=detail&type=

* My ear hurts, i dun nos y...
it wake mi up in the morning..
got feeling of smth wen in, but doctor say jus swellon only...
soo i got some ear drop, though it feel better, but it still will have tat kind of feeling...
been very bad luck nowadays, go work can broke the glass...
hope next few days, luck will be better...

hmmm, receive letter from ITE saying i getting bursary again...
i was like huh???
i left ITE for a year le...
Now alr in Poly...
They got mistake or??
haha...
NVM, it a gift for mi...
It means ITE still remember ppl like mi..
hahha....
i think too much le...

But to mi, my ITE really sucks...
cus my other friends who study same course as mi in ITE but diff sch, get to study some important course like MATH and PROGRAMMING, but i dun have...
Make mi struggled in POLY...
WTH...
SOO this money is a make up for mi...
For the things tat i should have, but did not have a chance to study...
haiz...
even my sis have a chance to study at least maths...
NVM, wat past has past...
wat matter is rite now...
i wan study well with good result and get my diploma cerf...
As for Uni, i will think abt tat later...
cus still got 2 yrs to think ma...
The main reason for doing this is tat i wan prove to ppl who dun believe mi, i can do better if i wan to...
jus depend in mi...

Happy + Sad

hurray, exam finish liao..
is time to sleep and sleep and sleep and sleep..
gain back all my sleep i have lost during my exam ...

today grandma birthday, celebrate till 12 midnight...
i still dun wan sleep..
haiz, tml still got work in the morning..

As for Mac, i am finally going to end my journey (work) soon....
i have inform my boss and she wan to sit down with mi to talk...
but i think no use le, since i have open my mouth, mean tat i have alr thought thoroughly..
abt 5 years of working, sure got abit sad wen leaving la...
but is time for mi to explore outside and learn news things le..
i will always remember wat i learn at there..
cus that is the place i really learn and see alot of things in...
from a person who nos nth abt work, to a person who nos how to deal with diff customer..
and also understand how to work and communicate well in a management team...
hmmm, will blog wen is my exact day of leaving..

As for the photo taken today, pls wait patiently for my kor kor to send mi 1st...

hmmm, my blog seems dead..
hai, jus finish my CT last week...
for my science, i dun nos...
cus i nos i did not do well...
as for Communication, i think it was all rite la...

next week still have more exam...
haiz...
alr start doing revision le...
hope to pass well this time...
or even my expectation...
haha...

(For some 1 info, i hate ppl come threaten mi... and also think before u talk... i help u more, or u help mi more huh... pls think hor.. and also i am not ur maid or even a dog, come command mi watever u wan... ur friend like tat, doesn't mean i also, ok... and in wat position are u to command mi, wtf do u think u are... wen ever u need my help, the way u ask like F*** sia, tat is call command, ok... i am not a soldier... even thought u are able to pass this sem, i shall see are u soo lucky next sem... my tolerance for u have reached...)

hmm, very long nv blog le...
haha..
been busy working..
haiz, soo poor mi mus work and study at the same time..
hai ya, is i choose de, no choice...

btw, exam coming le...
its time to settle down and revise le....
no time to blog for the moment le..
gtg..
all the best my friends...

very long nv blog le...

i got back my CT result long ago...

not bad this time...

i thought my result will be bad...

so work harder to score better...

today laptop almost spoil...

i was soo worry..

lucky mi can recover all my document..

if not, i sure die le...

alot of data inside...

i will not let my lappy run again without anti-virus le...

it a nightmare...

got my final exam timetable le, on mid feb...

hope to do "very" well this time