today is already my second day nv go sch sia....
Tml is another day also...
Cause all teacher got project to do...
something like LKY project..
dun nos wat is it??
Only nos got involve some of my classmates...
soo i slack at home loh...
sleep the whole day..
Nv go out...
maybe is becos i going to graduate soon liao..
soo less lesson loh...

going to graduate liao..
wat am i going to do next???
sure will continue my study loh no matter wat i do...
at least go get a cert...
soo next time find job easiler mah...
the moment i step into this world, it already taught mi if no job, u are not going to be able to survive..
no cert no job...
even got, u also won't be able to last long...
unless u come from very very rich family...
no nd to worry abt ur future...

But i am different...
i come from a simple family like any others....
my parents jus wish tat i get a cert and get a job i wanted...
they dun put too much stress on mi...
letting mi do watever i like...
i also wish tat their wish will come true....
they hav already work hard to let mi live with not worry...
i really hope to repay them on day, i already wasted 2 years in between, before i got back on track to go back study wat i think i can...
my sis and i also plan to buy three house and make it connect into one...
soo we can live together with our parents, and eat homemade dish...
this been our target to work on....

as for now...
going to graduate in ITE...
hope to get into poly as i no longer young...
i dun ask for much...
jus to get a cert and get a job i wish for...
through i always play alot and look soo childish sometime...
but i nos wat i want...
and i sometime think alot abt my future...
wat i want to do???
How far i can go??
this maybe due to my age ba...
maybe i really have grown up..
planning for my future....
i dun nos...
maybe time can really change a person ba...
i jus wish my family live in a healthy and happy life...

I was surprised

At 12pm,
i wen to photocopy some document and take my passport size photo...
Cost abt $6.60...
quite cheap lah..
6 photo for $6...
After collecting my photo,
i wen to open my mail box..
Got 2 letter belong to mi..
1 is UOB bank wan while the other is from ITE wan...
i was thinking like why ITE got letter for mi...
so i wen home to open the letter..
First i open the UOB letter, it only say the inerest rate will increase starting from March...
jus some crap..
As for the ITE letter, it say i got Edusave Bursary...
For ITE student is $400..
soo surprising sia...
i was thinking like i was going to graduate in March liao...
still got chance to get Bursary...
soo happy sia..

tired

Last saturday, 26012008,
i wen to work at 3pm...
quite alot of customer lah...
but quite used to it liao cause everytime also like tat...
but one thing is my leg hurt alot...
cause the day before got napfa test...
sian loh...
cannot bent down, but still have to...
if not, i cannot do stock up...

Den around 9pm plus...
my stupic manager take out 1 person from the kitchen to the counter...
sian loh...
only left with 2 ppl inside the kitchen...
how to run...
think i really a spider ar...
got 8 hands huh...
somemore dun wan come in help..
all becos she scared boss sia...
boss come in, she faster ask my kitchen crew to help outside counter...
jus for show..
i really very angry sia...
really thought of jus punch out my card and go off, jus like wat i did last time...
but i also think now, if i go off, den my auntie how???
cannot be soo selfish..
jus becos of her, let my auntie suffer...
not worth it men..
soo i work until 11pm, and i go home..

next day, i work 7am...
only slept for 3 hours...
all thanks to my scheduler..
really think i deity..
but morning really tired..
alot of things dun have..
mus go borrow from other store..
somemore also down crew...
mus settle alot things with my manager..
all thanks to the selfish manager i work with on saturday..
only take the things she wan from other store, forget about the others things the manager remind her...
so my afternoon manager hav to go take the product from other store..
i swear in my life nv see soo many product mus borrow forom other store in one day...

tired.

today got napfa test...
we finish all the 6 station in 1 day...
Teacher siao wan..
very tired sia...
if not becos i nd my cert to go poly, i den dun wan go...
i hate napfa test...
dun nos who the edea person create wan...
nth better to do huh...
lol!!!

den i wen eat Mcdonald with my friends after napfa...
i work Mac, still eat Mac...
abit crazy rite...
but can't help bit lah..
very hungry u nos..
As we eat, we also talk talk about wen we were young...
seen abit retarded wen we were young...
Nv realised we did alot of silly thing wen we were young...haha
Around 11am, we wen home...
cause mi and Lx nd to go work in the afternoon..
(very tired, dun feel like working also)

den i reach home, play my computer till 2pm cause cannot sleep..
go bath and change to get ready to go work..
lucky today only work at my house downstair...
my mother also got mi lunch before work..
My favourite San Mee...
den i wen work at 3 pm...
wa biang, alot of customer today...
sian loh..
whole body aching...
work till 11pm loh...
but today soo happy also...
my counter no short or extra money...
jus nice...
cause i everytime short or got extra money wan...
soo stress...
actually quite interesting day today lah..
haha...
Tml still got work, but at other side liao...
working at MAC..
Stress..
plus tml i wake up, sure whole body pain wan due to Napfa...
sian....

lost

today thought of going to sch finish up my project...
but end up nv finish..
mus go next week again...
cause dun wish to go sch again..
sian!!
i reach home around 5 plus, soo late sia...
thought of going to have a nap, but cannot sleep...

den at night wen online...
remember some of friend wen to take 'O'level result...
soo wen to ask them how's their result...
some happy while some sad or even dun care...
some nos where to go, while some dun nos...

As for mi, graduating soon in March...
thinking which poly to choose...
dun nos can get in also anot..
jus give mi choose first...
thinking how far can i go..
this does not look like mi...

some time i always think,
everyone is changing, am i still on the same place...
dun nos..
i nv thought like tat before...
is it becos i hav been growing up, some thinking will also change....
or got influence by friends...
But in watever i do...
i believe in myself...
this is the path tat i choose, i will not hav any regrets...
dun always listen to wat u friends say, cause all the decision depend on u..
Choose the path u wan and go ahead and do it...
cause in the end u will see that u nv live ur life in regrets...
stand up again whenever u fall...
this is wat i always believe wen i got problem i cannot solve
U all also can...

OMG

Last Sunday, 20/01/2008...
i wen working...
In the morning is very busy sia..
very tired..
wen am i going to end this job sia???
still thinking...
maybe ta han until july...

Den at 3pm,
my both friend came to work...
they wen inside the store room to change...
OMG!!!
u all will never imagine wat i saw...
i walk past the store room, guess wat i saw..
i saw one of my friend who is a guy was changing his pant, he forgot to close the door...
i saw he with inner pant (u all should nos wat i meant)...
i shouted OMG loudly until everyone heard mi...
Lucky thing i got two close cousin brother...
If it is other girls, i would not imagine wat will happen sia...
Den they came out changing properly already...
i ask them do they nos still got girls in the store...
not only guys..
They jus smile at mi...

sainzz

today wen to sch....
listen to teacher bull shit again loh...
my mouth still hurt..
gana zhu tuo pi and ucler..
but i at least forced myself to eat something..
or else i going to faint liao..

after lunch, we wen back for practical test..
lucky thing i remember how to do...
soo i finish quite fast loh..

later i wen home..
thought of going downstair to see my working schedule, who nos i fall asleep till 9 pm..
den nv go loh..
wen i wake up, i ask my father he got buy my cream for my mouth...
he said he thought my mother brought it last night...
sianzz loh...
i hav to wait again tml loh...
tml again got another practical test...
stress...