HOW??

i am struck in between..
today the person in charge of Higher Nitec call mi...
ask whether i still wan the position for 2nd year only..
i only nd to study for 1 year nia...
i told him i waiting for Poly notification letter.
soo he ask mi to think abt it lo...
if i not interested in Higher Nitec course, den i should not take up someone else place..
cannot be soo selfish..
AAaarrrgg, wat should i do??

Actually, i hope to get into poly...
Tat why strive soo hard to maintain GPA of 4..
but i am scared of my last result, not soo confident tis time..
anyone tell mi wat to do??