hmm,
i dun really nos wat was happening to mi nowadays..
i tend to offend ppl...
alot of things happening, and maybe is too much for mi to handle ba...
too much until i can't take it..
i nd to let it out..
and in conclusion, i maybe let it out on my precious friends...

SORRY ppl, maybe my her e mon si tiao...
pls forgive mi if i really offend u...
i promise it will not happen again...

alot of my friends who nos mi think tat i act like a guy..
but pls remember smth, i still a lady who will get angry over some matters..
who will get fustrated easily...
i nos i always will use violene to deal with some matters...
this is the character i can't change..
there is smth beyond my control...
though i dun get angry easily, but is also not a excuse to provoke mi to the max..
i have a limit...
ppl who are close to mi will nos...

i actually dun wan talk abt this, but i do believe i haven offended some 1 ..
my insinct tells mi..
some 1 which i am close with....

hmm, nos my result le...
no bad after all..
got improved abit..
but tat wasn't wat i expected..
i expect even higher...
maybe i make some careless mistake...
nvm, try harded next sem...
still have 2 more yrs to work harder....

but over my expectation was my science...
i actually pass well with B+..
i thought tat i will get like D+ or smth..
cus science is my weakest subject...
and during science class, alot ppl really can see i dun really nos how to solve science question...
always nd V, S and ZT help mi solve...
maybe can say is a miracle...
and i nos yr 2 still got science again...
and i am going to beat it this time round...
i dun wan to lose to science soo easily...
if i can fight win maths, i can also do the same to science...

i remember V told mi 1 things...
she say i was soo diff from some Singaporean she nos...
i dun admit defeat easily...
if i nos i did not do well this time, i will try harded the next time..
i think it is not because we from diff country, and we will have diff life...
scoring not better than them??
i believe is human make the diff...
if u gave up, and listen to fate without working hard...
u will regret 1 day...
and life only live once, once gone mean gone..
soo, start from now, make a diff in ur life...

hmmm, very long nv blog le...
seem dead...

Last sat i wen for the 新加坡e乐大赏-Singapore Entertainment Awards at the fu dong wu tai
( psps, i dun nos how to say in English)...
is my sis got the ticket de...
we thought we going to sit very far, but who nos we end up sitting in front...
because they actually close the front sit...
but they open it in the end, i dun nos y also...
There were blue, green red and yellow seats...
i was in the yellow seats, somewhere in the middle...
hahaha, i was soo lucky...

Another lucky thing was tat V and S also wen..
V actually wan call mi to make mi sad that she thought i nv go...
but oops sry, make u disappointed le...
den i nos S go wen the show finish...
They were sitting together...
haahaha..
They were in blue, while i was in Yellow...
too bad...
That day quite a few artists wen,

AND AND AND
SHOW LOW ZHI XIANG got the most award and also the only artist who got the whole show under his control, every 1 was waiting for this moments...
hahaha, i was soo happy...
every 1 was high to the max,
and we were happy he also got the all rounded artist he been waiting for...
he got alot of place de le, like taiwan, hong kong etc...
only left SIngapore, and his dreams finally come true...
i dun care wat ppl say abt him, he is the 1 i admire and respect..
a person who nv gave up soo easily...
this should be the kind of person we should learn and be...
dun always jus because of a small mistake, and gave up...

jus like wat others say,
where u fail, will be where u going to stand up again..
那里跌倒，就从那里站起来...

**PSPS, the video i shoot wasn't clear, soo u all can go to the website below to see his performer or others too..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KLw7Th_gAgg
http://showtime.omy.sg/index.php?articleID=12100&option=com_article&task=detail&type=

* My ear hurts, i dun nos y...
it wake mi up in the morning..
got feeling of smth wen in, but doctor say jus swellon only...
soo i got some ear drop, though it feel better, but it still will have tat kind of feeling...
been very bad luck nowadays, go work can broke the glass...
hope next few days, luck will be better...

hmmm, receive letter from ITE saying i getting bursary again...
i was like huh???
i left ITE for a year le...
Now alr in Poly...
They got mistake or??
haha...
NVM, it a gift for mi...
It means ITE still remember ppl like mi..
hahha....
i think too much le...

But to mi, my ITE really sucks...
cus my other friends who study same course as mi in ITE but diff sch, get to study some important course like MATH and PROGRAMMING, but i dun have...
Make mi struggled in POLY...
WTH...
SOO this money is a make up for mi...
For the things tat i should have, but did not have a chance to study...
haiz...
even my sis have a chance to study at least maths...
NVM, wat past has past...
wat matter is rite now...
i wan study well with good result and get my diploma cerf...
As for Uni, i will think abt tat later...
cus still got 2 yrs to think ma...
The main reason for doing this is tat i wan prove to ppl who dun believe mi, i can do better if i wan to...
jus depend in mi...

Happy + Sad

hurray, exam finish liao..
is time to sleep and sleep and sleep and sleep..
gain back all my sleep i have lost during my exam ...

today grandma birthday, celebrate till 12 midnight...
i still dun wan sleep..
haiz, tml still got work in the morning..

As for Mac, i am finally going to end my journey (work) soon....
i have inform my boss and she wan to sit down with mi to talk...
but i think no use le, since i have open my mouth, mean tat i have alr thought thoroughly..
abt 5 years of working, sure got abit sad wen leaving la...
but is time for mi to explore outside and learn news things le..
i will always remember wat i learn at there..
cus that is the place i really learn and see alot of things in...
from a person who nos nth abt work, to a person who nos how to deal with diff customer..
and also understand how to work and communicate well in a management team...
hmmm, will blog wen is my exact day of leaving..

As for the photo taken today, pls wait patiently for my kor kor to send mi 1st...

hmmm, my blog seems dead..
hai, jus finish my CT last week...
for my science, i dun nos...
cus i nos i did not do well...
as for Communication, i think it was all rite la...

next week still have more exam...
haiz...
alr start doing revision le...
hope to pass well this time...
or even my expectation...
haha...

(For some 1 info, i hate ppl come threaten mi... and also think before u talk... i help u more, or u help mi more huh... pls think hor.. and also i am not ur maid or even a dog, come command mi watever u wan... ur friend like tat, doesn't mean i also, ok... and in wat position are u to command mi, wtf do u think u are... wen ever u need my help, the way u ask like F*** sia, tat is call command, ok... i am not a soldier... even thought u are able to pass this sem, i shall see are u soo lucky next sem... my tolerance for u have reached...)

hmm, very long nv blog le...
haha..
been busy working..
haiz, soo poor mi mus work and study at the same time..
hai ya, is i choose de, no choice...

btw, exam coming le...
its time to settle down and revise le....
no time to blog for the moment le..
gtg..
all the best my friends...